tonight was the first wednesday night service of the fall semester and the volunteer appreciation get together.
first wednesday night NOT on staff
first volunteer appreciation attending as a VOLUNTEER
last year i interviewed kids about VBB.
last year i made a video thanking the volunteers.
last year i spoke to the volunteers and prayed over them.
this year, i well, i uh came and ate dessert and drank my coffee and watched a great video that Laura S made and was encouraged and prayed over. (ellen totally rocked it....she had me tearing up and EVERYTHING)
processing it all and feeling just a tad bizarre about the whole experience.
I am ultra-confident that i made the right decision. but it still hits me sometimes.
it's still HARD
and it's still SAD